God is really amazing!! Praise his Holy name. I'm so thankful coz I was born a christian. And I'm hoping that my reader today is His follower and believer too.. You see, in my 15 years of existence, God really never fails to remind me that no matter what happened, He is always there. And I admit that sometimes, I ignore this things. But the beautiful part is, even if I forget, He never did.. Not a second. :)
I am blessed. Coz even if my parents are not legally married, in God's glory, we are happy together. When I was younger than my age right now, I really don't want to have a brother nor a sister, coz I thought that my parents will ignore me coz there's a baby in the house. But when I was 14, my mom told me that she was pregnant, at first, I wanna cry.. honestly, those are not tears of joy, like I said, I don't wanna have a brother nor a sister!! And I just can't take it!! I was so selfish then, I was so selfish for the attention. for the love and for everything!! You can't blame me, I was an only child.. For my mom of course, but in my father's side, We're 5, and I'm the youngest. I really don't want it at first, but then, there was a time after my mom's check up at the Doctor, I saw my mom cried. It hurts me a lot inside! Not just for my mom, but of course, for the baby that is inside her.. The child has no heart beat, so there's a possibility that the baby will never survive. I prayed. I prayed for life.. I don't wanna see my Mom on that kind of situation, and I don't want to lose that life inside her. A month later.. God answered our prayer.. the baby has life!! I can't control my self, I was so happy!! the selfishness was replaced with so much love and happiness. 7th of July, 2011 7am, a baby boy was born. I was at the school when my Papa called me up, he said, that I already have a baby brother, I named my brother Elton Jade (EJ) so that the both of us has the same initials, and that is the E and J, coz my name stands for Easter Joy, my nickname is EJ, while my bro's nickname is Dodong. Dodong, because, even if my brother was not yet born, they gaved them that nickname, so even if my brother will be a girl, it will still be DODONG.. hahaha!! okay, let's go back at the school thing.. I was at the school when my papa called, I heared my brother cried, his voice, the life that God has given us.. I'm overjoyed, a tear fell from my eyes, that voice really touched my heart. My brother was an unexpected blessing in our lives, and it was so beautiful, very much beautiful.
I'm also thankful coz God has given me the talent and the looks. A family and some friends that will always be there for me no matter what happened. There's a lot of unexpected things in life that God only knows when to start and when will it ever end. But there is one thing that I will assure you, Every person CAN leave you anytime, but God will NEVER EVER leave you even at your most difficult situation. that's all for now, and thanks for your time, God be with us always. :)
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