Trying to define LOVE

                           
                                 Love can never be defined that easy.. For me, this is something that can never be expressed by WORDS alone.

According to the story's that I have read on Wattpad, it has a lot of definition..

Love is Beautiful.
Love is Amazing.
Love is Sweet.
Love is nothing but happiness.

But also..

Love is Painful.
Love is Awkward.
Love is Dangerous.
Love is Sacrifice.


                             We have learned to smile  even if we're alone because of love..
But, we also learned to cry in silence because of Love..

Us Girls:
  We don't care if our crushes won't like us back.. (mostly?) We're not desperate enough to get a guy's attention, I mean, for what di ba? maliban na lang kung binulabog niyo ang nananahimik naming puso :D (spell A.W.K.W.A.R.D)
  Kasi naman, okay lang kami sa simpleng kilig-kilig lang pag nakikita namin mga crush namin eh.. tahimik lang kami pag mag-isa kami at nakita naming napadaan crush namin, pero pag kasama naman namin ang kaibigan namin, Hala! Eh di kawawa siya, hampasan lang ang trip eh! :D


I know someone.. Ang cute ng relationship nila.. answeet nila, meh VOWS pa nga sila eh ..
kaya lang, biglang nagbago ang ihip ng hangin.. itong si Lalaki daw kasi, unti-unti ng NAGBABAGO. He's not the guy that her girl used to know. Araw-araw yata, parang nakikipagkilala itong si babae sa panibagong lalaki. She was badly hurt. lalo na no'ng point na di na nagpapaalam yung guy sa kanya.. Ayos daw kasi diba? Ano daw ba siya? kahit sana paalam na lang.. pero wala eh.. ang masaklap kasi niyan, sinanay ata si girl ni guy ng mga ka-sweetan nito! palagi kasing nagpapaalam itong si guy dati.. and dati kasi, palagi silang magkasama. Kahit nga busy yung babae, she always finds a way for this guy. Pero no'ng naging baliktad na, no'ng si guy na ang busy, (busy nga ba?!) Ahemp! wala na!
Oh di ba? ansaya nun? :D

Kawawa talaga yung kaibigan ko.. tss..

That's why, I wrote this blog for her.
Don't worry ANAE, magiging ok din ang lahat. You'll find the one for you.
Yung hindi hanggang UMPISA lang.
Iiyak mo na lang muna yan ngayon:)

Oh well, basta.. May kilala akong isang taong grabe kung magmahal..
And that is GOD. He even gave His own child and life because he Loves us.

Some says, Love won't last unless you put a lot of effort for it.
It won't last if you won't Show it everyday.
And It will never happen, if you are doubting it.


That's all for now..
(read my previous blogs :) )

Wish and Reach!!

 Wish I have.. wish I am, wish I were, wish i could... WISH!!!!

                                                  If something is extremely impossible to have or to find, I'm praying and wishing for it. We have tons and tons of wishes in the world! some people are still asking for it, but some are not anymore. Maybe because they're already happy and contented of what they have, or maybe they already forgotten. For me, Some wishes has a 50-50 chance to come true. But there are also wishes that cannot be possibly possible too. Just like my no.1 IMPOSSIBLE WISH: is to be a man within a day. Does that sound possible to you? :) of course not.

                                                I have never seen a shooting star before.. but still hoping to see one. They say, that when you wish on a shooting star, there's a possibility that your wish will come true, that's why I also want to see it my self. There's no harm in trying.. I'll wish for ____________________ . Yes, that one! Sorry readers, can't say it, if I'll tell you, it might never come true! hahahaha :D Oh me, getting superstitious again :) but, I'm not really that superstitious, I'm also realistic. But, there is no harm in believing in superstitions right? well, I always believed in magic.. Magic of true love, I guess?
Speaking of TRUE LOVE, everyone is looking for it, sometimes they got it, but most of the time, it ends to nothing. Some says it's real, but some says TRUE LOVE does not exist.. Well, I'm not gonna comment on that, coz it's not on the topic anymore! hahaha.. Wishing for true and lasting love is really common, most of us wants to have this, contentment, and satisfaction of what we have. But let's just face the fact that we don't know what CONTENTMENT is, coz there's no such thing as CONTENTMENT, we are always asking for something, dreaming for something, WISHING for something. At minsan pa nga, kahit nakuha na natin ang gusto natin, hindi pa rin tayo kontento.. Something is missing, sometimes, akala natin alam na natin kung ano ito.. pero sa huli, wala parin pala, hindi pa pala iyon.. Your heart is still asking for something, something hard to understand, hard to find.. That's why, walang hanggan talaga ang paghiling ng bawat tao. Kasi, bawat isa, naghahanap ng FULFILLMENT. And of course, wag puro HILING lang huh, you must work on it, kailangan mo ring magsumikap in order to reach your dream, at para kahit isa lang sa mga pangarap mo'y matupad naman :) Remember the famous kasabihan: NASA DIYOS ANG AWA, PERO NASA TAO ANG GAWA. :)


 I encourage you to NEVER EVER STOP:

-DREAMING
-TRYING
-STANDING UP

Don't be discouraged of your failures, let it be your strength on the battlefield of life. Let it be your ladder to victory, and lastly, let it be A LESSON for yourself. your wish might be very impossible to reach.. but HEY!! YOU ARE THE ONE WHO'S WRITING THE STORY OF YOUR LIFE. IT'S YOUR CHOICE IF YOU'LL LET IT END WITH A HAPPY ENDING OR JUST WITH NOTHING. THE ONE WHO IS CHOOSING YOUR PATH IS NOT YOUR PARENTS, NOT YOUR FRIENDS, NOT YOUR TEACHERS, BUT ONLY AND ALWAYS WILL BE YOURSELF.

Wish for somehing..
Somehing HUGE!!
then,
Help your self to reach thy Goal !

Amazing God

                             





                                    God is really amazing!! Praise his Holy name. I'm so thankful coz I was born a christian. And I'm hoping that my reader today is His follower and believer too.. You see, in my 15 years of existence, God really never fails to remind me that no matter what happened, He is always there. And I admit that sometimes, I ignore this things. But the beautiful part is, even if I forget, He never did.. Not a second. :)

                                    I am blessed. Coz even if my parents are not legally married, in God's glory, we are happy together. When I was younger than my age right now, I really don't want to have a brother nor a sister, coz I thought that my parents will ignore me coz there's a baby in the house. But when I was 14, my mom told me that she was pregnant, at first, I wanna cry.. honestly, those are not tears of joy, like I said, I don't wanna have a brother nor a sister!! And I just can't take it!! I was so selfish then, I was so selfish for the attention. for the love and for everything!! You can't blame me, I was an only child.. For my mom of course, but in my father's side, We're 5, and I'm the youngest. I really don't want it at first, but then, there was a time after my mom's check up at the Doctor, I saw my mom cried. It hurts me a lot inside! Not just for my mom, but of course, for the baby that is inside her.. The child has no heart beat, so there's a possibility that the baby will never survive. I prayed. I prayed for life.. I don't wanna see my Mom on that kind of situation, and I don't want to lose that life inside her. A month later.. God answered our prayer.. the baby has life!! I can't control my self, I was so happy!! the selfishness was replaced with so much love and happiness. 7th of July, 2011 7am, a baby boy was born. I was at the school when my Papa called me up, he said, that I already have a baby brother, I named my brother Elton Jade (EJ) so that the both of us has the same initials, and that is the E and J, coz my name stands for Easter Joy, my nickname is EJ, while my bro's nickname is Dodong. Dodong, because, even if my brother was not yet born, they gaved them that nickname, so even if  my brother will be a girl, it will still be DODONG.. hahaha!! okay, let's go back at the school thing.. I was at the school when my papa called, I heared my brother cried, his voice, the life that God has given us.. I'm overjoyed, a tear fell from my eyes, that voice really touched my heart. My brother was an unexpected blessing in our lives, and it was so beautiful, very much beautiful.


                                 I'm also thankful coz God has given me the talent and the looks. A family and some friends that will always be there for me no matter what happened. There's a lot of unexpected things in life that God only knows when to start and when will it ever end. But there is one thing that I will assure you, Every person CAN leave you anytime, but God will NEVER EVER leave you even at your most difficult situation. that's all for now, and thanks for your time, God be with us always. :)

GRYKERS & R.E.D

There's a bond between the three of us that no one can ever break. We stand up together in every trial we encounter. We laugh and smile even at the most serious moments of our lives, na para bang gusto naming sabihin sa lahat ng tao na "no matter what happened, as long as we're together, we can face all this things"


Our friendship starts with one smile, and because of that, we can never stop this. But then again, wala naman kaming balak itigil ang pagkakaibigang ito eh.


We are not just Bff's, we treat each other like sisters, and no one can ever destroy this. It'll be a big lost if one of us will be broken apart. We love each other, we laugh together, we share the same thought, we care for each other and most of the time INSULT EACH OTHER, but guess what, THERE ARE NO HARD FEELINGS :) that's the beauty of our friendship, wala kaming ikinakahiya sa isa't-isa at alam namin kung saan kami lulugar. And of course we never ignore our problems and we're trying to solve this together, Tao lang rin naman kami noh! nagkakaroon rin kami ng mga personal na problema.. especially when it comes to financial problems (haler!! di kami mayaman noh!! kaya natural lang yan.. lalo na pag may mga projects na sunod-sunod?! ouch!! sa aming mga bulsa) But, Thank God! kasi wala namang super bigat na problem kaming na e-encounter sa ngayon at noon.. sana next time wala paring major problem.. 








GRYKERS- Geraldine Sastrellas (Denz), Reena Jean Fabrigar (Reenz), Easter Joy B. Parsacala (Vanzz), Chrislyn Joyce Dionanga (Joyzz), and Krystianne Mari Directo (Xanzz)


Ito yung original group namin,  with chrislyn and Xanzz. Kahit di na kami always magkasama, anjan parin ang pagkakaibigan namin.. We treasure each other.. actually mas masaya talaga pag GRYKERS ang magkasama kumpara sa R.E.D, mas marami kasi.. (hahaha) kaya mas masaya di ba??!! 


Picture namin ito during Geraldine's (denz) 14th Birthday, Last Sept.20,2011. Super saya talaga ng day na ito for us kasi nag-bond ulit kami.. parang nagbalik ang GRYKERS.. (hehehe)


My heart is filled with joy because I'm so blessed to have these girls as my friends, and I will keep this forever in my heart.
Naaalala ko pa nga noong 1st year kami, big deal talaga sa ibang classmate namin ang name ng Group namin na GRYKERS, kasi wala naman daw sa Dictionary yun.. (Hayy naku..) naaalala ko pa ang sabi ni
Denz "Labot nila?!!" (who cares). NAks! grabe ang memory ko noh?! imagine, 1st year pa kami nun huh, pero naaalala ko pa ang mga katagang sinabi ng kaibigan ko.. (hehehe) 


Hayy.. I miss our moments noong 1st year pa lang kami.. Pero, it's okay, we face another day and make another history.. History of our friendship :)
another Chapter, but still, the same characters.. and that's us.. :)


Iniisip ko lang, paano kaya kung gumawa ako ng book about us? (naks!)
Ang tanong, may bibili kaya sa pinublish ko?! (hehehe) baka kami-kami nalang rin ang magbabasa nito.. (hahaha)


Our friendship is (Ankabogable).. I hope this friendship will last.. Coz I, (Easter joy) will truly do my best to make this friendship last till the end of our journey.. Syempre, kailangan ko rin ang tulong ng mga Best friends/Sisters ko to make this possible.





To my dear readers, I know, may mga bestfriends/friends din kayo.. Show them how important they are to you.. Di ko naman sinasabing mag blog din kayo kagaya ko, and write something about your friends. Pero if you want, why not diba?! 


For me, this is the least I can do to prove how much they really mean to my life..  I'm not doing this to gain more readers.. I'm doing this to tell all of you that I'm really blessed to have such friends like them!!


Well, hindi lang rin sila ang friends ko, marami pa! maybe you're also one of them, sorry if di kita na-mension, but don't worry, you have a big space here in my heart. Pero syempre, bigger space for my BFF's :) 


I love you R.E.D and GRYKERS soooooooooooooooooo........ much!!!!!!
XOXO..





 

ME & MY BFF'S:

Easter Joy B. Parsacala (Vanzz)


-your sweet blogger. 
-R.E.D (E)
-GRYKERS

Geraldine Sastrellas (Denz)
-R.E.D (D)
-GRYKERS

Reena Jean Castor Fabrigar (Reenz)
-R.E.D (R)
-GRYKERS

Chrislyn Joyce Dionanga (Joyzz)
-GRYKERS

Krystianne Mari Directo (Xanzz)
-GRYKERS
































           "THANKS FOR VIEWING!!" 

"just keep on dreaming"

In every dream, there's a lot of chances and surprises..

nakaka-thrill kasi di mo alam kung matutupad..

di mo rin naman masasabi kaagad ang word na "THIS IS IT"

there's tons of problems in life.. and its not that easy to achieve something..

sa road ng pangarap, marami ka pang pagdadaanan, kaya di ganun kadaling makarating sa finish line..

nagtataka siguro kayo kung bakit ito ang picture na napili ko n0h?

its because i love to look at the sun when things go wrong, and the water of the sea makes me feel fresh with the cool breeze of the wind..

maganda naman kasi kung inspired ka with nature diba? hehehe..

well, i have a lot of dreams in my life.. di ko narin siguro mbilang ang mga mistakes at mga chances na nasayang ko.. pero like my parents always say, "anak, just keep on standing"

bongga diba?

full support talaga..

eh ikaw? nahanap mo na ba ang ultimate dream mo???

im sure nahanap mo na...

pero kung hindi pa, hmmm... just look around you...

i swear, you'll see it..

"just keep on dreaming"

walang masama sa pangarap, just make sure that you'll make a move to achieve this thing... 

sa pangarap kasi, hindi mo makukuha t0h kung nakatunganga ka lang jan at hintaying pumuti ang uwak..


mali ang attitude na ganun..


sabi nga nila, grab the opportunity!! yan ay kung meron ngang opportunity..


alam niyo, napansin ko na kung malapit na malapit mo nang maabot ang isang pangarap, dun naman dadagsa ang napakaraming pagsubok, mahihirapan kana at posibleng mawalan ng pag-asang abutin pa ito..


pero ito lang ang isipin niyo mga dreamers, paano mo maabot ang isang bagay kung sa umpisa palang ng pagsubok ay bibigay ka na??
kasali sa isang tagumpay ang pagsubok na ito.. walang tagumpay na nakukuha ng libre..
walang pangarap na madaling masira kung ang may gusto nito eh talagang pursigidong maabot ang isang bagay..


"keep on dreaming"
"think positively"
"be strong"
"love your dream"


4 things to remember mga dreamers..
ganito tayo eh..
mahirap man, dapat kayanin..


BUT, remember, na dapat sa pag-abot mo ng isang pangarap eh wala kang natatapakang ibang tao..
that should be the attitude of a successful person..


well, are you a successful person??

hmmmmmm...




YES YOU ARE!!!


kaya eto lang masasabi ko sa inyo..


FIGHT, FIGHT, FIGHT!!!!


go 4 it!!


hehehe... so, goodluck with that dream you got there.. hope you reach for it!!


hugs and kisses from your sweet blogger Easter :D